Stanford

Dr. Bravo just called.
He is going to send us to Stanford for Parker's MRI and surgery. He said that since they couldn't find his testes during the ultrasound, they might have gone up into his abdomen, making the surgery a little more complicated. :(

So he said he feels more comfortable sending him to a place where they specialize in this sort of thing, rather than doing it locally just for convenience. This scares me and makes me feel comforted at the same time. It scares me that the word "complicated" was thrown in there, but also comforts me that some of the best surgeons will be working on him.

I didn't think this would hit me so hard, but it has. It just keeps giving me flashbacks of when Parker was a newborn, and we just never knew what was going on, and always feared the worst. I don't think that a mother should ever have to worry like this, but I guess that's what being a mother is. I love my little guy with all my heart.

Please keep Parker in your prayers. It would mean the world to us.